The following text is from Charlotte Brontë’s 1847 novel “Jane Eyre.” The protagonist, Jane Eyre, reflects on her difficult experiences at Lowood School.
I was now in for it. The day succeeding this remarkable Midsummer night, proved no common day. I do not mean that it brought signs of unusual elements of life, such as storm, pressure, and an unusual degree of atmospheric influence; I mean there is physical life and no more. However, one evening when the weather was sultry, I withdrew to my room to rest alone; I was then, as far as I was concerned, at liberty to enjoy the delight of anticipating the certainty of seeing Annie, but she was more than half an hour since this earlier part of the evening when she came in, hurried. I was glad of it: but still I felt ill at ease. How was the whole being of his system bodily and mental, influenced by this strange, reckless, brilliant, and feeling with delight, yet mechanically toiling while he thought? He lived for months, neither more nor less than a proud, impotent recluse. How did his character, his recollections, her ideas, their wants and claims, inexorably flow into the channel of comparison, and combine to form the most alluring, the sweetest, the most elegant delusion?
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